Wednesday, October 7, 2009

I'm tired... just... tired...

I know it's been awhile. Sorry things have been pretty hectic around here lately. With me being in college classes I hardly have time to breathe. However, I'm making due. The kids are doing ok. We'll talk more about that in a minute. The school season is off to a great start. The kids are doing well. We finally got Dylynn tested and he doesnt have significant enough delays so they wont let him start school early. It's a good thing and a bad. Hopefully, he doesnt forget all he knows before he starts Pre-k in 2 years. We'll see.
Arek is doing awesome in Kindergarden. He doesnt like being told what to do but otherwise he's doing ok. He loves school and is so proud of the homework that he gets to bring home. I just wish he'd have a better attitude about his brothers. Ugh!
That brings us to Christian. God love him! He's such a sweet kid and so loving. However, when we have issues with him we really have issues. I'm not sure what is going on with him, if his meds need to be changed again or if its the weather or something but for 2 weeks now it's like nothing is clicking inside his head. My husband and I can tell him things literally 10 times and it just does not click and he keeps doing what he's not supposed to. Case in point he decided to eat about 10 leaves off our Lime tree even though I said not to. I repeatedly told him not to and he didnt stop until I grabbed his arm and pulled him over to me. This is not normal for him. It's been 2 weeks of this. He's not sleeping well again either. Which means mommy doesnt get much sleep either. It's hard to explain. I literally get very little sleep because I have to be alert enough to hear if he's getting into something. If I'm not then theres no telling what the kid will do. I have to make sure he's ok. I love my husband but well he's not the greatest at paying attention to the kids. Ok thats an understatement if the kids flooded the house around him he'd just think it was ok. Therefore, I feel the need to have to be alert and make sure nothing happens to the kids. Which means I'm tired. I am so tired right now. I cant even describe how tired I am.
I pride myself on not trying to let things get to me too much when it comes to the boys because if I let it get to me it's going to wear me down. Well my friends I'm getting worn down. We were doing so good with Christian. I dont know what happened. It's like it was the calm before the storm.
With any luck we'll get some answers and get him squared away so that I can once again get some sleep.
Think happy thoughts...

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